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Abiding Island

by The Dependent Clause

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1.
How We Die 13:23
Come greet the new day Reach out, accept the offer Laid out before you Find truth within that water We remember how to let go We remember how to let go Come greet the new day (we remember how) Reach out, accept the offer (to let go) Laid out before you (we remember how) Find truth within that water (to let go) Come greet the new day (we remember how) Reach out, accept the offer (to let go) Laid out before you (we remember how) Find truth within that water (to let go) We remember how You are dealing with an institution That inherently (money) The very basic nature of it Is to bring you in (money) Break you down, destroy you Build you back up to conform In one specific way (death) (Yup) Because if you look back at Like, just, the arc of fucking history And you look how it bends (yeah) And it just started beyond fucked up And has slowly gotten better (Scott began discussing his own life) (Death) So your only option Is to just say to everybody That's, like, not on board: fuck off (yup, yeah) It's not a conversation Right and wrong is not a conversation (uh uh) He told the children to ask him About the rage that exists inside him We remember how There's no conversation to be had Like, fuck off (death) Fuck off, fuck off No, that's not how it's gonna be Whose streets? Our streets I don't know I hear fuck this shit Does it say where we're going? No But you don't know why? I don't know
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First Pulse 02:41
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The viaduct Cursed and crumbling We still run, run uphill Stand still until The radio Says time's just a line We're too blind To see The snake Sheds her skin Until the soil, ‘til the coil Uncoils Slow down Wake up Come back Too late Let go (Observatory)
5.
Tourbillon 06:17
The tired, familiar smell of gasoline And the cold morning light through the windshield frost We no longer live in the unadorned past tense But instead take up residence, alive and resigned Behind the buttresses of dead cities Whose walls muffle the whining, the white noise All angry acoustics to make history resonate We lament the lost art of common sense In the accident and its aftermath we collide and divide Forgetting the language of living with less Fed on aspirations to a greater extinction Far too late to mitigate, so draw close and abide The loudest sound now a labored sigh God's design was defective, the blueprints blurry Our old scaffold is ragged with disuse So we'll make ourselves a new noose But we can't will the storm back into the white sky Can't summon a new globe of unknowing Some relic from back before the fall Instead, we mourn the chores undone The floors unswept, the decks uncleared And the strange cargo shifted to warmer ports Boats keening slightly to one side Sailors turning to watch your yawning searchlight And the lunar eye above, winking They calculate tomorrow to survive today Knowing the future is merely the prolonged present The lesson, as always Be neither indifferent nor anxious So draw close and abide The loudest sound now a labored sigh
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Second Pulse 03:42
This is the house where I was born How do you know this is the right time? This city used to be a town It doesn't look the same to me now It doesn't look the same to me now This city cannot hold us now That's how you know this is the right time We have outgrown our mother's arms And how we die is up to us now And how we die is up to us now
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about

For ABIDING ISLAND I invited contributions from some of my oldest friends and favorite musical collaborators, who graciously tolerated a deluge of text messages and Google Drive uploads to lend their efforts to this project.

This album's theme, abiding, means sitting with the things in our world we’re powerless to change. More specifically it is about global catastrophe, climate change, intractable discord between corrupted interests, systemic injustice, and the ever-tightening stranglehold capitalism exerts on the weakest among us. So, you know, lighter fare.

At the outset of this album’s creation last spring, I was speaking with a colleague who told me about her volunteer work with prisoners serving life sentences—people who have no choice but to develop some means of abiding with both their past deeds and present circumstances. I spent a lot of time after that trying to imagine what kind of strength one would have to possess in order to do that without going insane.

Around that same time, I was growing increasingly depressed about climate change. A visit to Iceland over the summer reminded me how fragile and tiny a species we are, and how our best hopes of undoing our own extinction are probably behind us. The sea will rise, many or most of us will be displaced, the cruel will profit while millions die, cities and states will fall, resources will dwindle. Things will get worse before they get better, IF they get better, and who will be left to see it?

But my feelings weren’t limited to despair and surrender; there was also acceptance. This acceptance is different from the rapturous fatalism, despondent resignation, or cynical accelerationism I also occasionally indulge. Abiding is something apart from all that. It's not surrender. Because at some point we must move from abiding to fighting. We can and should fight as hard as we possibly can, whenever we can. But in the liminal moments before, throughout, and beyond the fight, the skill of abiding becomes crucial.

So, the title’s abiding island might be Iceland: a tiny, resilient place whose history of struggle has presently yielded to something of a renaissance, which itself is fragile and probably temporary. It could also describe, obviously, an island where one abides. Or it might be the metaphorical human island that perseveres, often in isolation, sometimes in solidarity with neighbors in an archipelago.

To seek hope and happiness in today’s world resembles lunacy, but we persist in being lunatics. What’s happening now in our homes, our country, our world, is neither wholly good nor bad; it defies categorization, induces cognitive dissonance, sustains irresolution. Hence the tension, which I hoped to communicate in these songs, between rage and equanimity, between apocalypse and respite, between playfulness and solemnity. The oceanic imagery in this music also expresses that duality; the rising sea is an agent of beauty and, someday, our destruction.

credits

released January 12, 2018

Recorded at home by Jake Mohan, June October 2017. Mixed by Stephen Lawson and mastered by Tom Garneau.

Performed and recorded by Jake Mohan, with help from:

Jenny Case: Bass on "Tourbillon" and vocals on "All Boats Rise" and "The Sea Came In At Midnight"
William Hoben: Bass on "Abide"
Maureen Koening McFarlane: Vocals on "How We Die"
Amanda Mohan: Vocals on "How We Die"
Phil Moore: Vocals on "Abide"
Mark Paulson: Guitar on "Abide"
Ethan Rutherford: Vocals on "Tourbillon" and "Second Pulse"

Cover photo by Jake Mohan. Back cover photo by Joseph Mohan.

Thanks: Amanda, Jenny, Maureen, William, Ethan, Steve, Tom, Joe, Jonathan Larroquette & Seth Romatelli, Karín Aguilar-San Juan, and of course Wally

Words & Music ©2018 The Dependent Clause

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A mostly instrumental, sometimes electronic, always deeply anxious and eager musical project by Jake Mohan, amateur drummer

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